MI. A

This is on my heart like flesh
How come I love you more?
When I wanna love you less
Why do I miss you so much?
More of a curse than a bless
Why do I dress up for you?
When my life is a mess

Without you

With out you I'm lost
No destination or direction
I'm in limbo with no exit
Various women pass
None can hold residence
I'm better than I was last year
Last month I held back my last tear
Thinking I may I have conquered my last fear
I'm broken hearted and selfish
At last dear

Didn't even get a Dear John letter
Like Dear Chaun
"I know you can I do a lot better"
"Its not you it's me"
You know the usual
You fucked me twice
Thanks for the duo!